Hello To All My Dear Readers ❤
Its exactly one year since I started my blog. Since then I have grown, changed and moved on and keep on moving ahead. …. every time I write it seems I am turning another page. And this time it’s a whole big chapter. But before I begin again, and go on to the new one, I need to finish off this one
Since last year although I was going ahead, it was mostly ending the things that was not working for me anymore. For instance moving away from being an English Tutor and working towards mental health was not happening as quickly as I wanted. I found that although you finish off with what you don’t want to do anymore, the new things do not come immediately. When one door closes, another does not open immediately always and I guess there is a meaning to it ❤
It was moving on from one scene to another and although it was not all that hard work still physically I did not feel as fit as I liked and needed to relax and re-energize.This happens with change, as the mind needs “Time to adjust to a different pattern” Although working from home sounds easy, when you go to do it, you find it’s a whole big change, a different pattern a different routine to get used to. There were other matters that challenged me and distracted me from the course I was doing, to the extent that got me anxious and was wondering if I had taken on too much too soon. Patience is not one of my virtues and all along I have had this need to move on with most of the new things that happen. And it’s continuing even now. One fact is as you keep on changing and evolving, what so many do not realize is that, “Your Energy/Vibrations changes within you” These can be seen outwardly too, as accordingly you tend to alter the way you dress, eat and do many other things differently ❤
This can be that you have gone back to who you were before everything fell apart, or you have moved on to a better way of thinking and doing things more positively. For me ? Its both. Looking back I can now see what happened to me. I drowned from all the put downs, the stress and got lost. Now, I am found. And yes sometimes it comes up so strong. Why ? What did I do wrong ? Why was it wrong to be me ? I did nothing wrong. I worked hard, very hard, towards the welfare of so many. So many benefited from My Strength, Assets and Abilities, and then I lost ? The society the outside world does not see, or they see what they want. Sometimes people, “Wait to see others fall” as they think someone else has more or they are born rich, talented. Little realizing that all are given Gifts/Talents of their own to make use and Rise. But some of them decided to put me down, but in the process they fell. That is how life is. What goes around comes around, Good or Bad. “Now I have Risen” I have built up on that very foundation, “I am even a stronger person, who will Stand Tall, never to go down in any storm again” As long as you do not do harm or the wrong things, God, The Higher Powers, The Universe works in Your Favour” ❤
There is a sad part to this too. As then some of the people who are with you when you change no longer in the same energy field as you. Its not you are higher or anyone is lower. Its just that you have moved on to another energy level. Yes but that doesn’t mean everyone goes away completely. Even otherwise all those we come across even family, doesn’t stay with us all the time, everyday, one will go mad !!! Be it family or friends, being human beings we can rationalize and come to terms with another’s change and accept. No one changes from a human being to an animal. There are reasons to change. This is called the survival of the fittest. A human being changes according to how he or she can manage to fit in and live peacefully in an ever changing world. This has to be Understood by all intelligent human beings. That is why we are humans. Because we have brains and mind to think and rationalize !!!
With all these roller coaster life I have gone through, some have Not understood and moved away, despite trying to explain. In life you lose some and gain some we have to accept that. But then right now there is a Wonderful group of people around me. In real life where I have worked and moving around. Friends and family who have always stood by me, if not I would not be writing here 😛 and I am most grateful to them. I cannot imagine myself what I had become. So I am telling the story for so many others for them to know and have Hope ❤
Yes there is a new family growing now, the I net family. Face Book and now many Bloggers have and are connecting daily. Some are very young, who have started to look up to me for strength. So many talk to me. Some have gone through worse and my heart aches for their pain. But they take comfort from what I write and take Strength from My Strength. We all have begun to share and support each other. Its a very satisfying feeling that I can give Hope and Strength to others, from the darkness I have gone through. So that they too can Rise Up and pull another out of their darkness. And so the chain goes on ❤
I am Thankful and Grateful to everyone who has become My Family now, A Soul Family, brothers and sisters. Sons and daughters ❤ And together we go on, “Lighting other’s Paths, Comforting and giving Strength when another is weak. As in Life we all go down at certain times and we all need a helping hand to pull us up. We are One
I wish All of You, “Each and Everyone” to find “Encouragement, Inspiration and Hope” from what I have written and write in the Future. My main intention is to make You the Readers feel More Positive and to have that feeling You also can reach up and become More Healthy and Happier, and “Especially to have that Feeling of ~ Belonging and Connected to Each Other” 🙂 ❤
Thank You for coming in to my website and looking up. I hope you enjoyed reading all what I have written 🙂 ❤
Latest Update December 2019: The Posts have gone up to 100. I am in Good Health and as, “I have been able to, “Develop Healing Energy in to My Hands” since “Beginning of 2016” I have added that as an update in all my posts. This is Ending of 2019 and going on to Year 2020. “A Beginning of ~ A New Year”. “I am Moving on. I have learnt lot of New Things and Still Learning. Upgrading Myself to A New Wave Length ~ A New Chapter in My Life ❤
On Top Right Hand side you are able to see: The word “Menu” when you click on it, You will see will see The word “Home” Which is The Introductory Page about: Who I am & Why I am Writing!
And then “All the 100 posts from “The Beginning to the end is shown”, and You can follow from The first post to The latest one Methodically or How You want to read ~ According To “Your needs” also There will still be some of The older Topics “On The Left Hand side “Under ~ Recent Posts” with “The New Topics adding up” Happy Reading ❤
And what I have been doing is, “Taken the Therapists Voices with me and have been Moving forward Telling My Own Story in Helping Others to have “Faith, Hope and to Heal” and Lead a Life of Good Health, Happiness and Joy in this Post, and if You click on this Link in Green You can read this Post: Who I am Now & Why I am Writing!
Please know that the coloured Topics in Green, if you “Click” on them “Will take you to My other different posts of Mine and Other’s websites also ~ which you will be able to find more information and even Pronunciation also”. I also have another website with “My own little Poems and Pictures of some of My Hobbies” if you are interested on seeing, “What else I am up to” 🙂 during my spare time you can have a look at :https://deepanilamani.com/ ❤
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I Wish You Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies ❤
Thanking for the posts from The I net ❤
May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤
Deepa Nilamani 🙂