Perfection!

Deepa 1Hello To My Dear Readers ❤

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Today I am writing something that I have realized, on my own. I had jotted this down on 12th of December 2015, in a little piece of paper while I was seated and listening to, “Carols early morning until the shops opened as I had gone too early, and the shops were still closed” I wonder how many of you will agree on this topic, what I am writing. Please do make it a point to read carefully and let me hear what you think on this. It will be interesting to know 🙂

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What I have realized is, “The world the society finds it very difficult to see, “Perfection” As nothing, no one is perfect in this world. This is why generally, when people, even things look too perfect or whole, they tend to see some flaw in it. This happens mainly to people who have, “Quite a few flaws themselves” They simply cannot believe that, “Someone can work up to be “Near to Perfection”!

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And generally those who look a little broken can be more acceptable, or most are more comfortable with them. As in fact, “We all break some time in someway in our life in some way”. But let me say this, “It is possible to work up to be “Perfect”, when you have specific Tasks, Duties or Callings”, in order to carry them on to those exact conditions so that you achieve, what you have to, to the highest standards as possible. This may sound strange to some of you but, “It is possible ~ as doing something half way, “Do Not bring the specified results”. It is not easy. It requires sheer Hard work, Dedication, Sacrifice and Persistence throughout and long term. If one like to know, “It is how I have been able to, “Receive Energy from The Universe”, in order to carry out specified tasks according to the, “Purpose of My Life ~ towards my Destiny” ❤

What you see above is Real and Not just posting a picture” You can take in “Healing Energy ~ through Loving Kindness, a clear and a Positive Mind” ❤

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Thank You for reading. I hope you will give out your own views? You may share/or pass it on for others benefit too. Those who like poetry may check on my personal website:https://deepanilamani.com/

Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies to You ❤

Thanking the I net for the posts I have taken ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂

Happy New Year ~ 2019!

Deepa 1Hello To My Dear Readers ❤

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I hope those of you who celebrated Christmas, did so with joy and happiness among your family and friends, as well as with those who are needy and less fortunate than yourselves. As that is how to celebrate Lord Jesus Christ’s birth the correct way ❤

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Although I thought 2018 was going to be a little quieter I have had even, “A tougher time than last year, with untold hardships and challenges and narrow escapes even from almost being killed, when my car was sabotaged, by completely unknown people and for completely  unknown reasons”! Which I never thought I have had to face as you see, I thought I had already faced the most greatest challenges, trials and tribulations in the past year. And again it has been even a more challenging a roller coaster ride, ” A Greater leap of Faith” which I have landed very safely yet again, on to 2019, with more strength, zest and zeal to be able to move on with my life on the, “Path of Service” ❤

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I thank first of all, “WordPress~ https://en.blog.wordpress.com/ itself , for all the support and security it has given me to, be able to share my experiences and knowledge across the world itself, enabling so many to make use of what I write and to, :https://www.google.com, :https://plus.google.com, :https://www.facebook.com/deepa.nilamani, :https://www.facebook.com/DeepaNilamaniMotivation/, https://www.facebook.com/DeepaNilamaniFriendship/, :https://twitter.com/deepanilamani1,  https://www.instagram.com/deepanilamani/, https://healinglight-love.tumblr.com/, :https://www.pinterest.com.au/deepawan52/, to https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:About for all the extra knowledge and clarifications I derive from it and last of all to my, blogging family with whom we share our stories and support each other ❤

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I wish You Good Health, Happiness and Prosperity in the coming Year of 2019. May it bring You even more Strength, Wisdom and better Luck and Joy than ever before ❤

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Thank You All again and Lots of Love, Light and Healing Energies from me ❤ ❤ ❤

Thanking for the pictures taken from the I net ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa 1Deepa Nilamani 🙂

 

 

 

My Life Up To Now – January 2018!

Deepa 1Hello To All My Dear Readers ❤

Although my story was going to come out at a later date with other news, how things are happening in my life right now, “I have received guidance to write it now and here”!
I have come a long way from being ill, and why I started this blog with many supporting me, is to help others with what I have learnt along the way. Although we rely on medication and the doctors, a very big part is in our hands, as the doctors do not live with us, they have their own life too! They see us only for a short time, and it is we who know what is going on with us in daily life, and what will work best for us. The whole world knows, how serious mental issues are, the sad part is not only those who are ignorant but there are people who, “Knowingly hurt and disturb those who are gone or going through issues” After going through such an ordeal I have raised my head up, being kind and helpful to so many, now “I have to face destructive, negative beings who are trying to use everything possible to disturb and upset me”!

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I do not know how many of you face this kind of situation? To come across those who have no feelings and, “Take joy in destroying and upsetting others”? There are many reasons for people to become mentally ill. This is through long term stress and trauma, also injustice and all kinds of abuse as well as disasters from mother nature. There are those who give their hand when people fall, unfortunately there are some who try to push you down further, as what I have been facing for some time!

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In the world there are all sorts of people. The kind and soft, the wicked and harsh. The fact is wickedness is a result of an evil mind, which produces evil thoughts and words. Thoughts are energy and evil thoughts produce a very strong negative force that begins to act against the normal way the body works. The body begins to make toxins, instead of good chemicals. “A toxin is a poisonous substance produced within living cells or organisms. It simply means, “It is a biologically produced poison” This poison begins to eat up the body from the inside and until it comes out as diseases that cannot be detected, and then it is too late. It is like the, “Termites, eating away – destroying another will destroy oneself” Even when it is happening sadly some cannot stop their wickedness!

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Healing is, physical, mental, emotional and spiritual all together. How I have healed is giving attention to all of these. And now well on the way on my spiritual path, and I have advanced myself on it. In order to achieve the higher knowledge you need to free up your mind. The material world is full of greed and unrest. You cannot balance your chakra’s and develop the third eye if you hang on to things. What ever I have not been given, held back I have let gone, and actually they are nothing once you gain the higher knowledge, as once you achieve it, you receive things that money cannot buy. It is true that we need money, but money is only needed to pay for the essentials. There are many things that money cannot buy, like “Good Health”, and illnesses money cannot cure. “The biggest Wealth is Health” And I have achieved that health. “I have been pushed right to the bottom through *Wickedness*, and I have Bounced back – Through meditation and prayers. I am able to, “Receive energy from The Universe and no one can take it away as it is a, “Gift from God”. I have gained it through, “Sheer hard work, Dedication and Sacrifice” ~ (Which comes down the Generations, from My Great Grand Father and Grand Father for which I am very Thankful and Grateful, as all this time I have kept silent. As I am not known personally to clear any doubts This is the Link that You may check their details are there:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G._P._Wickramarachchi)
I am No more a Survivor but “I Have Survived and ready to Guide others with Blessings from “Almighty God, The Higher Powers, The Universe” ❤

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If ever you come across situations like this, having to face selfish and cruel people, who ill treat you and try to disturb your life, know that, there is always help from above. It is said that, “When all else fail people turn to religion” This is true as when there is nothing else to do, we sit and pray and ask for divine intervention. And know that you will get it. Justice will always come. You must NEVER LOOSE HOPE. As long as you are in the right, you will get help in the way of strength and guidance in knowing how to go about your life. Always have Hope and Faith also Patience until life turns in your favour. It will ❤

Today I was especially guided for some reason, as I did not intend writing this article, and I am Grateful to Almighty God, The Higher Powers and The Universe for the guidance. I am Blessed ❤

Thank you for reading, and take inspiration and also I hope you learnt something new. You may share or pass it on with those who can make use of what I have written ❤

Thanking for the picture quotes taken from the I net and the sites ❤

Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies from me ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂

New Beginnings!

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Deepa 1Hello To All My Dear Readers ❤

To give you an update of my life since I finally came to settle down here is Aussie. I completed eight years yesterday and looking back I have come a very long way. It is Not talking big but, letting you know how much I have achieved, so that those of you who are reading, get inspired and get Hope, that you too can overcome by working towards getting well. My main reason for doing this blog 🙂
My depression has gone into remission, and have been stable for almost 4 years now. Its quite a feat as I was under it for quite a long time, as long as almost 15 years. I have worked in TAFE as an ESL volunteer tutor for almost 5 years during that period, done some short courses and now continuing with the Diploma in Psychology. I have also completed 2 years writing in here, and today I was looking at the past articles and saw how much my writing has improved, along with my mood as well 🙂
Journaling or writing in anyway is very helpful as, it helps to put our minds in order. When we write we are able to understand so many things that are working in our minds that we were not aware !!!
Journaling is: writing down your thoughts and feelings to understand them more clearly. And if you struggle with stress, depression, or anxiety, keeping a journal can help you gain control of your emotions and improve your mental health ~ The I net.
Prayers or and meditation also helps in relaxation and to calm the mind, as well as gaining  wisdom which is the most important thing, to understand the process of life more clearly!!!
“Life works in a pattern we all know that the seasons come one after the other every year the same pattern, everyday the sun comes up in the morning and goes down in the evening and so on. So as we are all part of “The Universe”, and all of us fall under the same laws. And once we have done everything possible ~ we need to have Patience for them to work in its own way ~ In the Natural Order” We can also describe it as, “Going with the flow of life” ❤

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Actually it is through intense prayers and meditation that has brought me to this  stage of maturity, where I have come to understand many things in life and moved on to a complete different wave length from where I have been ~ which is the main reason for my almost complete recovery. It is something that all can achieve as it is a matter of changing one’s vibrations or energy, but “this has to be done with, great dedication sacrifice and persistence, long term”. As changing one’s energy or vibrations is a slow process and happens in a very delicate way, along with acts of offering merit to those who guide and protect you along the way. This is the value of the human being as we have choices and able to know and learn how to become well or get over difficulties!

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Many do not think or understand this although they have studied science. Well even I have studied physics, but that was when I was very young and I didn’t know all this at that age. Everyone knows that in any religion, prayers are being said to heal the sick, so prayers are all good vibrations, which somehow with faith helps that person to feel better or sometimes completely recover. I have these experiences but it’s only very few who knows or believe that. As it is a, “Very Long process which I have done over time as I said before, with great dedication and sacrifice” One has to go over tests and tribulations time and time again until sometimes you are exhausted. At this stage of my life, knowing who I am, and what I have become is enough for me. I do not have that need to prove it to anyone. For those of you who believe in energy, This will be in my blog, spreading Good Energy constantly, for Good Health, Happiness and Prosperity. Just click anytime and take it in with a Good Heart ~ Loving Kindness. Concentrate on it and feel or imagine positive energy flowing into you, cleansing you of the negativity, Healing and bringing you Peace and Happiness ❤
Although I have said that, “I do not have to prove it to anyone”, as most of you do not know me personally, “The Healing Gift I have received is from My Grandfather”. So please click on this Link, Both My Great Grand Father and My Grand Father’s details can be seen:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G._P._Wickramarachchi

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Was going to write a short update and gone on writing without my knowledge. Hope you liked what I wrote. Please share or pass it on for those who can benefit from what I have written. Thank you for reading ❤

I wish you Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies. Peace and Happiness ❤

Thanking Wikipedia:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G._P._Wickramarachchi for theLink and the posts taken from the I net ❤

May God’s Blessing Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂

The Purpose of Our Lives !

Deepa 1Hello To All My Dear Readers 🙂

Thank you all for reading and appreciating what I write. Since recently there is an increase in those who follow and also more coming in from our blogging family to comment and interact, which makes it very interesting and worthwhile putting in all the time and energy in writing here 🙂
At certain times in our lives we find that we are not really happy or satisfied with what we are doing. This is doing jobs, studies or even a hobby. Usually as young children we are guided by our parents or teachers, or even we ourselves think this is what we want to do. But then as we go on, some of us find out what we have chosen to do does not give that satisfaction that we hoped for. We lose interest, and get distracted. and our minds begin to work towards finding out what other things we can do, that we really feel like doing, and we become restless. Our minds are such that the moment it gets this message, it goes into action, it begins to work endlessly looking for that something that we can do with enthusiasm and zest, that will be worthwhile doing it and brings us satisfaction. When you read about people, we see some of them ending their even very successful careers and turning into doing things completely different to what they were doing !!!

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Some are born lucky. They are born with talents and gifts by birth, and do not have to go hunting for what they like to do. They find they can just draw or paint, play a musical instrument, even do maths or speak in other languages at a very young age. They grow up to be famous painters, writers and authors, musicians and scientists and so on. Some others, like even myself 🙂 have to go hunting or even find out during some stage of our lives, that this is what we are born to do. But, one common thing is that, “We are all born for some purpose in life” 🙂

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Each one of us are born unique and no two people are born the same. Even identical twins have differences between them. So to each of us, “The Purpose of our life is different” It has to be isn’t it, as the world needs all kinds of people to do various kinds of jobs and activities. But its not all who recognize this. What is the reason ? It is because one has to be spiritually mature and aware what life is and what the gifts we have been given and how to make use of them 🙂

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Human life is very valuable as it is man who is so advanced than all the other creatures, who can mainly think, plan, speak out and act. So we need to make use of our lives, and not just idle and waste away this valuable birth !!!

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We have been given a body, mind and a soul. This is to be able to make a living, to help ourselves and then sharing or giving others too with what we have been given. Each one has been given some gift so that we can make use of it to lead a good and happy life 🙂
In life as I said before, we know that some people are born with very special talents and gifts. What ever they do it comes naturally. Of course they also have to work hard to improve and excel at them. And they themselves find out more side-lines too to improve and excel. Some take a long time and have to find or look for the gift they have been given. Whatever the time period maybe for those who keep on looking and finding out, “What the meaning of life” ultimately find out or even led to the path that were meant to take. In short to, “The Purpose of Their Life” 🙂

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Hope you enjoyed reading this article. Thank you for reading. Please share and pass it on to others too who can make use of what has been written ❤

Thanking for the quotes and Pictures I have taken from the I net ❤

Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies from me ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂

Healing from ~ Depression !

Deepa 1Hello To All My Dear Readers 🙂

I am re- doing some of the articles as with time, I am completely recovered from the 15 year long term depression, and been completely free of it almost 3 years up to ~ 9th October 2016. I have expanded my knowledge and gained more experiences in life. I have moved on tremendously from the past and am moving on still. Life is an ever changing process and the only constant is, Change 🙂
Some of the old articles are my past, and I want to write how I am, “Now” the present time. In short, one can say I am, “Re-writing my past again, in a positive way” Am I taking medication ? Yes basic dose of, preventive medication and going for regular check ups. I value my health very much, especially now as I know he difference between being sick and healthy. I have a healthy diet, proper exercises, rest and relaxation so that I am fit and healthy, both in body and mind. This is how I can write about depression after three years of being free from it 🙂

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After all these years, looking back, I have now realized that this is very true. Although at the time when you are going through all the stress and trauma you are not aware. Its not possible to Let Go or Leave stressful life situations just like that, especially if there are other lives depending on you, so very often one is almost forced to tolerate and bear up whether you like it or not, until such time that you can make those changes. Sometimes when the load of stress becomes too much, it can be a very small thing that breaks you finally. It’s said, “That it’s the last straw that breaks the camels back” It’s also like a volcano erupting. I have always thought of it this way. That everything keeps on collecting and collecting, and suddenly the mind blows !!!

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The sadness and grief eats into you, it goes deeper and stays longer than necessary so much so that  alters the chemical balance of your mind and body. This is something that many, Do Not Know ? Why ? How can anyone say, it’s all in the mind. Mental illnesses are just not in the mind its in the body too, as mind is in the body. How can people think that mind s elsewhere !!! When someone is physically ill then that person is ill. When its a mental illness, “Its only in the mind or there is no such thing as mental illness” This is something that some of the so called highly educated people think and say, and it is Time to change. This is why I am writing and doing this blog. Not to earn money, But to make people aware and enlighten the foolish !!! Sorry these are things that I am still going through and I am writing on, “Behalf of whole of Humanity” ❤

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I know depression. It makes one feel lethargic, sleepy, lack of appetite and no energy to do anything. It disrupts your day to day life and you cannot be or do things how you did before. All illnesses are psychosomatic ~ both mind and body. So when the mind gets affected, naturally when the health of the body goes down. I know what Bipolar disorder means, its under control now. I know what PTSD is too. It’s Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Remembering the past Trauma, “The Grief, Painful things one has gone through in life” And knowingly so many people in real life and even on the I net still stress and disturb people like us when all what we are trying to do is to HELP others. My Intentions are Purely to Help, to give Hope to Live, Not end their lives, so that they too can lift their heads up. Sometimes the world, the society can be a very cruel and a vicious place !!!
Why we get sad or upset is because we are unable to be who we are and do the things that we like. Yes  we know we all have to abide by some form of discipline. We need to fit into family, work, society to some extent, as human beings we cannot just say and do things only how it suits us. But sometimes we are controlled too much. Instead of “adjusting” to fit in or live in harmony with another person or persons (it can be any life situation), sometimes we have to “completely change” from who we are. This is going completely against our natural way of life, our personality that we are born with. You can think of yourself wearing a dress or suit that is too tight, not to your color/style, or eating foods that is not to your taste. How do you feel ? Uncomfortable. This causes friction, stress. Which in turn makes you uneasy, unhappy, even angry having to do something you don’t like. Naturally. We are born to be who we are. For a short time yes, as sometimes we are compelled to do things we are not comfortable with, in certain situations. Long term ? No ? Why ? Because we are born to be free, and constantly that real person inside of us, “The real me” is struggling to come out. Again another reason why depression happens, when our spirits get dimmed. When we are not “Allowed to be who we are, to be able to live the life we are born to live 🙂

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This is where I always say it’s, “Guidance and Not control” Guidance is with loving kindness, and controlling is being selfish ~ where one is almost forced to fit in according to another person’s needs and desires. So in life doing things that is against your personality keeps on stressing you. Apparently there can be lack of understanding and love too as you don’t have to go through such difficult situations if there are people who really care, and see or know what is happening and help with the situation. This is of course, “Before depression sets in” Once it does of course it’s a different story !!!

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Yes many think its easy to say get out of it. But it is a, “Very Strong Force” it takes over you. It’s like a black mist that descends upon you from nowhere. For me it was not 24/7, but from time to time it used to raise its head up. There were times for days on end, I just couldn’t keep my head up, as if my neck had no strength. Where ever I went I used to put my head down and sleep. My head felt like a heavy stone. At one time I was about 30 kilos less than now, around 40 kilos, with hardly any appetite almost half of my weight. Now ? A bit over 😛 This is why I have posted my face, to see what I am now as proof, Happy Healthy and Smiling. I feel immensely Blessed 🙂

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When I think of these times, I shiver and its a wonder, a Miracle almost, how I got out of it. But I worked at it and still do. I become so overwhelmed with gratitude, and makes me to write. Those who have Not gone through a severe life crisis, cannot understand what it is to Bounce back and come back to your normal self. This is why I have Dedicated myself for service. “Pure service is Not expecting anything in return” Just by writing and giving my knowledge itself is a Joy. I cannot describe the satisfaction I get. Service is in my blood from generations. So much so I cannot mention anyone’s name. But this is, My knowledge from what I have gone through and what I am doing. My own venture, which I feel I am   Blessed to have got the opportunity to serve all people as much as possible 🙂

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You do need medication and counselling/therapy and what ever medical assistance to fight it. Just like all illnesses, mental or physical. But a major part of it is in your hands too. You need to work at it. You need to be persistent. If after 15 long years, I have defeated this force, “You Can too” We are all part of, “The Universe and The Universe gives us the Strength” to be who we are. We need only to try ❤

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Thank you all for reading. I do hop you have found something new and useful or reminded or confirmed things you already knew. Its a very big relief to have written this and finished. As then “I have sort of Let Gone” that chapter. Been thinking of writing this for quite some time. Please do share or pass on for others who can make use of what I have written. It is useful as its first hand knowledge and tips. You can see me as I am now and I am living proof of overcoming depression and leading a completely normal life 🙂

Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies from me ❤

Thanking for the posts taken from the I net ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂

Inner Guidance !

Deepa 1Hello to All My Dear Readers ❤

Hope all my readers are keeping well and happy. This is a topic I never thought of writing until a few days back. Life is such that suddenly there are changes. But I was expecting major changed as this month is very special. There are two months of the year that are very special in my family, meaning almost all close family birthdays are on these two months of the year. There are many mysteries in life, and these are signs to show that people are meant to cross each other’s path or even come together as family or friends. Even here on the blogs see how many of us connect, although from completely different cultures, age groups, and countries we find we have so many common interests and issues that we share. So this month is special and, “Today is a very special day as its birthday of my grandfather, the person that I believe I have the most inner guidance from. He was highly educated, very wise and and down right simple and honourable. He did not work for money, he never wanted any publicity and dedicated his whole life for the country and its people”. Giving and sharing is inborn in me, and it is in my families, coming down the generations. I believe I have got influenced by many people, but seeing what he and my grand mother were doing, as a child itself I too wanted to do service, although at that time I was really unaware what sort of service I was going to do. So “I Dedicate this article for my grandparents and all the others who also did service in their own ways and, who influenced and showed me the value of pure service” ❤

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When it comes to, “Inner Guidance” we have to look within. We cannot always ask others. They do not understand our own path. It is we who have to find our own answers. In my case I meditate and turn to prayers. And last night after intense praying, these are what my eye went to, and I have taken all of them as guidance 🙂

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You can take however you believe as no one speaks to us in the form of a voice, and answers come as messages through other people, animals and many other ways, that we also call them as co-incidences too. Only you have to believe in something. For some it’s “Almighty God, for some it’s The Universe, Higher Powers, Angles and then for some it can be the Spirits of those who have left mother earth”. For me, “I respect all forms and I keep an open mind for what ever that comes through to me” ❤

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When we make changes or take different turns, we are not exactly sure if we are doing the right thing. Inner guidance is, “Very subtle” But you feel, you have that sixth sense or the instinct that something is not really right at some point. These are the times, I really turn to prayers and pray very hard, until I feel I am being heard and also I do feel that I am shown the way 🙂

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Its not easy if you have to rely on yourself alone, to inner guidance all the time. As we are human, sometimes we tend to doubt and become impatient too when things don’t move as we like or when things go wrong. These are times that we do need the support of others, like family or friends. As human beings we are Not born to be or live alone. Although I like my own company and like a lot of time for myself ~ this is because I do a lot of reading and writing so need a lot of peacefulness around me. But when I need I do have people to ask and support me too. Just like most of the animals, we also move around with groups ❤

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The road in life is not always smooth. This is because we need challenges to grow. There are bumps, pits, bends and many other obstacles along the way. But all these are lessons to learn grow and move forward in to higher grounds to live better and happier 🙂

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But I keep walking along, “My Path” and how I know, as only I have walked along it and only I know what it is. I look for, “Inner Guidance” as that is the only source that knows more than me and where I am going and only source that can guide me 🙂

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Everything in life works according to a certain pattern. We need to know this and act accordingly. Its, “The Laws of The Universe” Its only then we are able to make full use of our talents and gifts. We are all born with some sort of Talent or Gift. And its up to us to use that gift for ourselves and for the others benefit. Its only then we have done our duty to the world, mother earth, to The Universe. That is our purpose, as human beings who have been given the privilege to walk on mother earth and enjoy all what she gives us. As human beings, Its our Duty to Serve All our brothers and sisters honestly and with dedication” Only then will we be Blessed in this world and where ever we are going when we leave, to be in Peace 🙂

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I hope you liked reading what I have written, and learnt something new? We are always learning from each other and until the very end. Knowledge is the only thing that gives us wisdom to open our inner eye and find the truth. Which brings us Peace. Isn’t that we all want in the end ❤

Many Blessings of Love, Light and Healing Energies to All ❤

Thanking The I net for the posts shared ❤

May God’s Blessings Be Upon You ❤

Deepa Nilamani 🙂